I am tired...

of a lot of things.

liars.
work.
CERTAIN people saying one thing....then doing another.
wack ass VEGAS DJs. Peace to the real ones...they know who they are.
not seeing my family enough.
people who don't grow. stay stagnant. refuse to shine.
lack of sleep.
not traveling the world enough.
old breaks, gonna find new ones.
having an OK life.

So, these are all things that need to be fixed.
DONE.

Not that you care. JUST VENTING.

Peace.
-Lars

Newness. Change.

Sometimes you give and give until you can't give anything else...anymore. It sucks feeling like you are the only one constantly showing a certain feeling or state of emotion, and still receive nothing complete. ALWAYS partial. I'm not saying I am the perfect example of a open person, but at least I say how I feel when something affects/bothers me. Not being able to express yourself is NOT necessarily a flaw, yet it CAN become a problem if you harbor your emotions for too long. I do realize that sometimes people need a day or a week to think things through...we all just happen to be different, for some odd reason....? =P Human...? Maybe...?

Maybe I should stop being so generous with my emotions. So, that poses the question; Is that why I expect the same bountiful feedback in others when it comes to their feelings? Yeah, it does. Damnit.... =/ Oh well, love it or hate it.

I started something new. Trying to keep it simple. It's working so far. I just need more justification other than basic gripes. I need to feel coveted a little bit more than twice a week. I need to do the same in return. 50/50 people, it's only fair that way...." it's different from anything else I have had before..." Yeah?? Well, show me. Make me feel like I am that difference you enjoy. Words are one thing, actions are another, but personifying your emotions, constitutes your love for that other person.

Enough,

-Lars

but NOT the wack joints you're used to.

so it begins,

i'm not wasting any more time or energy hating on people. it's draining my soul, FOREAL.

most of you say you do this and that....then when it comes to showing your skills, you're assed out. funny, real funny. go back to school, hit the drawing board. get the knowledge then come at like a gentleman. NOT pointing any fingers, i am talking about the general wack population.

when i say wack, it doesn't mean i am putting myself up on a pedestal, NO...not the case. it simply means you're stuck in a lifestyle you don't understand and it's obvious to the world. get your own flavor, your own signatures. stop going from umbrella to umbrella, living in the dark, not shinning your own light. just creating a mirror of someone else's aura, in their shadow. HAAA, WACK NIGGAS.

for all of you that didn't know....it's simple, live right, love the days like they are your last, or hate em' like the salty asses you are. hahaha. salty forever kid.

POTS TIL I DIE.

-Soul