Up.

it's 5:13am and i still haven't slept. phone is cut off and the bill is paid. man, fuck Sprint.

anyway, tonight was a great night. finished breaks for your sole vol.4! finally...it feels like
it took forever. i am thinking of calling is quits on the BFYS volumes after this one. time to
start something new. I wanna concentrate on the Soulshine blog and Soulshine Vol.2 a lot
more now.

in stead of breaks mixes, i'll post like a " song of the week " or monthly mix with a bunch
of random joints on thrown together. Either way, I wanna take a step back from making
BBOY mixes only. I have a whole damn library of music to play. it's about time that I do so.


-Soul

1nce Again.

" people at my funeral, frontin' like they miss me " - Biggie

I have a feeling that it will be that way. No pity please.
This blog is for me to vent a bit. I keep it public because
it doesn't need to be private unless I am " doing something
wrong ", right? haha...

You try and try to be complete. It takes a lot of practice and
focus. I want to be better at life. It will take time - maybe
another ten years? Eh, if so, I'm okay with that.

I guess being salty is a permanent state with me. Kinda feels
good though. Living without hope. You never get let down!
It's great! I have dreams and what not, but those are for me.
And I sure as hell don't live by them. I take what I love and
make it a reality, daily. No matter if it takes up my time and
I have to take time away from others, then so be it.

It does not mean that I love anyone less or think about any
one less than I usually do. People tend to think otherwise.
Oh well. I don't lose sleep over that shit.

Not expecting any readers. Kinda nice to let it out though.

Peace.