Where I'm at.

Work is fantastic. I got the chance at a great opportunity to further my career. I'm definitely going to take it!

I must say, I don't like all of Charlene's friends. It's a very one sided relationship in their favor. I understand that she is giving and willing to work things out...but I don't see how she can even consider such hollow human beings, best friends....? Oh well, I guess it's not for me to understand. It's her life. Funny thing is...it's the same thing over and over again. They go out, drink, gossip about one another, talk about work and say it was a good time?? Just seems monotonous me. Guess I'm just venting.

I will never understand how some people can't just live their own lives. Funny how people love to be in someone elses shadow. Masked by another persons reality. Waiting for their own to make sense. I think it's a sign of weakness and lack of mental depth. Why do we find ourselves so caught up in other peoples shit? Live ur own life....maybe u might be a happy person for a day then. I laugh at the people who don't live for themselves and at the mercy of others. Friendships and relationships are not about convenience. It's a shared responsibility.

I'm tired of seeing transparent, bleached out people. Empty minded but full of shit. The kind of shit u never want to step in. Habitually lying and masking the truth at every instant. How does it feel to be that dull? To be that blind with ur eyes open? Who knows.... Time always prevails in this situation. I've been over these types of people since my father decided to lay his hands on my mother. Zero tolerance.

If people don't shape up, things will get real, FAST. It's more than a threat. It's the truth. I wonder how it feels to live ur life knowing that when ur gone, u will be forgotten because of how u chose to live today...? Ehhh, it's not worth my time anyway. Just wanted to pose that question.

Fuck everyone except a few.

Peace.

-Soul